Sunday, 18 May 2008

Ultreia!

At a gathering of Les Amis de Saint Jacques for a meal near the cathedral in Rouen this evening, we exchanged stories of the Camino and enjoyed swapping tales of extraordinary moments on the pilgrimage. It was very good to have this opportunity - in the middle of this pilgrimage - to meet others in such a convivial atmosphere. Now I am preparing to leave Rouen and continue to the next stage of the journey, to Chartres. I am especially grateful to Jean-Noel and Lyn who have made my stay here so pleasant, and I will leave fortified by the day's rest, good food and warm company, having made new friends in this historic city.
Once again to the road, following the Seine, then the river Eure, and to Chartres to connect with the Way of Saint James from Paris to Tours. Merci a tous, compagnons du Chemin Saint Jacques! Ultreia!
The next addition to the blog will be in a few days.

New booklet from the Confraternity of St James

Shortly before leaving London, I was given a copy of Roads to Santiago, the new Spiritual Companion published by CSJ.
I started to read it on the cross-Channel ferry from Newhaven to Dieppe and I have been reading it as I continue on my pilgrimage. It is ideal as a lightweight portable booklet for walking (only 36 pages) and it contains short passages which can be used for reflection on the road.Each passage is written by a different member of the Confraternity of St James and that makes a wide variety of material, from simple reflections of events and encounters on the road, to some more consciously literary and poetic contributions.

The short writings are supported by scriptural passages and other inspirational material: the Our Father; the Beatitudes; the Pauline hymn to love; Psalm 23; John Bunyan, etc; and a lovely short poem from the 18th century, which I have read several times, called "For I Will Consider My Cat Jeoffry." The next time I get charged by a wild boar while camping in a French forest on this pilgrimage, I will make a bold attempt to read this poem to the boar and see if it has as calming effect on the creature as the poem does on me...

The booklet is very well illustrated with high quality photographs. In fact, it is encouraging for me at present to look at the photos of sunny landscapes that await me further south, while I trudge through the Normandy hail and rain!It is difficult to choose one passage from such an excellent collection to give just a flavour of what is here, but the piece by Ricky Yates called "The two journeys" really speaks to me at this stage of my pilgrimage. He writes with a beautiful economy of words, in prose that comes close to poetic metre in places, echoing the motion of slow footsteps. Talking of the outward and the inward journeys that we make simultaneously on pilgrimage, he says, "The outward journey leads me eventually to Santiago with its cathedral and shrine of St James. The inward journey leads to a deeper understanding of myself and into a closer relationship with God."

I have said a number of times, here and elsewhere, that I would like to see a little more focus on the Christian tradition that nourished pilgrims on the Way of St James for centuries, in order to help modern pilgrims find their way into the genuine spiritual riches they can discover. This is helpful at a time when there is a growing secular and commercial influence on the Camino de Santiago, and perhaps a little too much emphasis on "discovering youself", whatever that means. However much some of us have a zeal to share our faith, it must be admitted that people who have had little or no experience of the Christian tradition can sometimes find it alien.

This booklet, produced jointly by the Redemptorists and CSJ, is 'user friendly' in every sense. It is light to carry but by no means lightweight in spiritual nourishment. I recommend it unreservedly, and I shall do my part to promote it as I go along my way in these two thousand kilometres to Santiago.

Les Amis de Saint Jacques

After the Mass this morning in Rouen cathedral, I went for breakfast with a number of les Amis de Saint Jacques de Compostelle, the pilgrim association of Normandy. It was a very friendly and welcoming group of people and I felt very much at home here in Rouen.

The replica 15th century bourdon was admired by all, and most were surprised by the weight. I have now become accustomed to walking with the 1.75 kilogrammes and my arms and shoulders ache a little, but not as badly as the second and third days out from Worcester.

Tomorrow I will continue on my way. The next main town on route is Chartres, about five or six days' walk from here, following the river Eure. That will probably be the next opportunity to update the blog. I am rather hoping for fewer adventures with the wildlife and the weather, but I'll take it as it comes... This is pilgrimage, after all. :-)

The walk from Dieppe to Rouen

The ferry arrived in Dieppe at 5.30 a.m. on Thursday and I then had a four hour wait, sitting outside the parish church of St Jacques de Compostelle for the 9.30 Mass. There are two statues of St James here in Dieppe: the exterior one pictured here at the main door to the church - a stone sculpture of the 14th century - and another more modern statue made of wood by the main altar inside. It was wonderful to continue the week with the first readings at the Mass from the Letter of St James.

I followed the Chasse Marée footpath from Dieppe. This is a modern reconstruction of the ancient route taken by the carts taking the fish from the port of Dieppe. They would leave the town before 5.30 p.m. when the town gate was locked and then continue inland through the night.

This route criss-crosses the D3 for some way out of Dieppe and goes through woodland and pretty Normandy farms. At the end of the first day's walk, I pitched the tent in a wood and was suddenly astonished by a deer running right past me - crashing through the woods at the speed of a racing cyclist going at full tilt - and I can only think it saw me just at the last minute and veered off suddenly. I must have pitched the tent exactly in its normal path through the woods.

Once the wildlife of Normandy had done its best to surprise me, it was the turn of the weather. On Friday, nearing the small town of Cléres in the late afternoon, the sky turned black and a fierce thunderstorm began, with the imminent downpour indicated by a sudden rush of wind. I was caught in open countryside with no cover at all, so I quickly made an instant and disastrous decision to erect the tent. I had hardly begun to put it up than the storm stuck, and it was not rain but a fierce and prolonged hailstorm of hard balls of ice. I crawled into the half assembled tent and sat upright as I was pelted with what seemed like a skip-load of ballbearings dropped upon me from the sky. The tent was instantly demolished and I sat with the thin wet material draped around me! It felt as if I was being stoned to death! The continuous hailstorm lasted for twenty minutes, and when it was finally safe to emerge, I came out of the wreckage of the tent to see a landscape suddenly transformed into winter, the fields and road completely white. Within minutes there were sounds of distant sirens, as emergency vehicles began to attend the various traffic accidents caused by the freak storm. I passed by such a scene a little while later and realized how lucky I had been to be walking, not driving. At least I was simply soaking wet and cold; others were badly injured. The summery day had suddenly turned the roads to wintry ice in a few seconds and caught many drivers completely unaware of the dangerous conditions.

Later on that second day's walk in France, I had another encounter with the wildlife. Again I found a quiet spot in a remote wood and pitched the tent. Everything was still soaking wet from the afternoon storm, but I decided to make camp again in the open in the hope that I could dry things out - which would not have been possible had I found accommodation in a pension, attractive though that idea might seem. As I was pitching the tent, there was an extraordinary - and very frightening - high pitched shrieking noise near to me. A wild boar ran straight past. It was not a fully-grown animal but nevertheless quite fierce in appearance, particularly for an English pilgrim unaccustomed to the experience of wild boar charging around the countryside. Since I retired from teaching English, I thought I had seen the last of Lord of the Flies, but here I was confronting the Beast in a remote wood, and armed only with a replica 15th century pilgrim staff.

Finally I arrived in Rouen late on Saturday afternoon and made the rendezvous with Jean-Noel of the Amis de Saint Jacques de Normandie, outside the cathedral. We had arranged this before I left England and it was very good to be welcomed by a friendly greeting as he arrived and met me outside the cathedral. The wild animals of the night and the storms of the daytime had receded behind me, and here for the moment was a homely welcome and refuge for a pilgrim.

High above me on the west front of the cathedral - not sufficiently visible in the photo - is a statue of St James, but it is a copy of the 13th century original. Many of the statues have been removed and replaced with copies in the renovation work of recent years, and the originals are placed inside the cathedral on either side of the Lady Chapel.

Here, to my delight was the original life-size statue of St James, once situated a hundred feet up and now placed at ground level. What better than to ask him to hold for a few minutes the replica 15th century pilgrim staff I have carried here all the way from Worcester, step-by-step over these past two weeks. After taking this photo a tour group of American tourists with their guide arrived and used the opportunity of an encounter with a real live pilgrim - all the way from Worcester on foot - to explain the medieval tradition of pilgrimage to Compostela. I wondered for a moment, looking at the quizzical expressions on the faces of the group, whether some of them thought I was simply there as a paid actor providing a piece of local historical theatre for them. Did any of them believe I had walked from Worcester and was now continuing south towards the Pyrenees? It would be natural for them to see me as part of the Disney element of the town, along with the incongruous little white tourist train, the Joan of Arc waxwork museum and the juggling street artists in medieval fool costumes.

I remain on my guard, however, for this is the city of Flaubert; and after the surprise encounters with deer and wild boar earlier, I may not escape Rouen without a Flaubert parrot attack.

Saturday, 17 May 2008

Rouen

Just arrived in Rouen. I went straight to the cathedral and there in the top tier of statues on the west front of the cathedral was the statue of St James. I last saw him on the door of the parish church of St Jacques de Compostelle in Dieppe as I started the journey in France. All news in detail on this stage plus photos, coming soon. At the moment, everything I have is soaking wet after I was caught in the open in a hail storm yesterday.

Good to see donations coming in for Whizz-Kidz. Thanks Jess, Mouse and John. Very heartening to see such an encouraging response. I'm in Rouen all day for a rest tomorrow, so I'll catch up properly with the blog then. Feet OK (but wet...)

Wednesday, 14 May 2008

Lewes in Sussex

I don't think there are many places where footpaths cross the runways of airfields: this photo was taken near Edenbridge. The walk from London to Lewes has been pleasant, with much of the path running through bluebell woods. I followed various paths: the Vanguard Way and the West Sussex Border Path being the main ones. However, as with the experience of walking from Tewkesbury to Oxford on the first leg of the walk, there are many places in which the way-marking totally disappears and there is no way to continue, as the path cannot be found.

I have encountered a few interesting perceptions of pilgrims on my way. A boy with his mother on the way to school this morning pointed at me and said loudly, "Look at that strange man."

"He's tramp," his mother replied. Then added, "And don't point, Henry. It's rude."

A few minutes later I met a man who knew exactly what the shell meant, and he stopped to chat for a while. Later on in the day, coming into Lewes just as the schools were emptying, I passed by a group of half a dozen teenagers sitting smoking on the edge of a park.

"What's that weird stick for?" asked a fat girl, exhaling smoke.

I explained that it is a pilgrim staff. It took some time to explain all this, including some history, and I finished by explaining that I was walking to Spain - to Compostela - and raising money for the Whizz-Kidz charity. A boy who had been puffing away on his cigarette, looking more and more incredulous, looked me straight in the eye.

"You're just mental, mate," he said. He blew a cloud of smoke in the air. And that sums it up really: if David and Victoria Beckham aren't doing it, whatever you're doing doesn't really mean anything any more. You are indeed, 'just mental'.

So, that's England out of the way, thank goodness. This time tomorrow I shall be walking along the pilgrim route from Dieppe to Rouen. It will be good to be in territory where people at least know something about their own past.

I have sweated through the heat all the way from London, after such a good send off from Westminster Cathedral, getting lost in woods several times, dealt with a very nasty dog, gone without supper last night having been too tired to eat, and arrived finally here in Lewes to catch up with the computer one last time before leaving England. I was interested to see just how much the charity donations had increased. The total has gone up by just £5. Clearly this amount of effort is producing an extraordinary response.... :-)

Monday, 12 May 2008

Departure from London



The turn out from Whizz-Kidz staff at Westminster Cathedral was wonderful, and it was especially great to meet Karl who took the morning off college to be there. He told me he is specialising in media studies at college. As a Whizz-Kidz Ambassador he is used to attending occasions like this, but nevertheless took a great interest in my walk and wanted to know all about the practical aspects: "Will you be staying in hotels as you walk?"
If only! No, Karl, it will be a tent on hard ground most of the way through France, but I'll be happy to adjust to such a spartan regime for the next few weeks after this wonderful send-off. Thanks, folks. A great effort!

The blessing was conducted by Father Christopher Tuckwell using the medieval translation supplied by the Confraternity of St James, whose Secretary Marion Marples was present to add the CSJ stamp to my pilgrim passport. Earlier I called at the Spanish Embassy in Belgravia, where I was surprised to be welcomed at the door by a uniformed Guardia Civil in the middle of London! The cultural secretary put the embassy sello in my credencial. All I needed then was the stamp of the Cardinal Archbishop of Westminster, which I obtained before being blessed and sent on my way: and that is worth a very big detour, a lovely embossed stamp in my pilgrim passport!

So I left central London and started the first stage heading south to the ferry at Newhaven, where I am due to sail on Thursday at 01.00 to Dieppe, ad there begin the great adventure of walking in the footsteps of the medieval pilgrims all the way to Compostela.
As I do so, I can now reflect on the journey already taken, from my previous life as a teacher in Canterbury, to the new life that lies ahead.
On Saturday I was accepted into the formation programme for the Catholic priesthood in the Archdiocese of Southwark, so I now set off for Santiago knowing I will be sent to Rome in September to begin my studies. The three months on the road to Compostela will be an opportunity to think about my life's journey so far and prepare for Rome and the journey ahead: new life, new responsibilities. Above all, the pilgrimage is a time for listening.
Please pass on this blog address to others, and help increase practical support for Whizz-Kidz. The next update of the blog will probably be from Rouen at the weekend, where I will next have an opportunity to use a computer.
Ultreia!



Saturday, 10 May 2008

Lys Saint Jacques

Tout en ayant mon jour de repos de Pentecote à Londres, je place cette photo ici pour les les Amis de St Jacques à Rouen qui m'ont invité à un repas le dimanche prochain le 18 mai. C'est le Lys Saint Jacques et est la couleur appropriée pour Pentecost. Ultreia !

L'ensemble complet de randonee pour le Via Turonensis, a été mis en ligne :
http://viaturonensis.free.fr/ C'est sur ce site Web que j'ai vu le Lys Saint Jacques.

While having my Pentecost rest day in London, I place this photo here for les Amis de St Jacques in Rouen who have kindly invited me to a meal next to Rouen Cathedral next Sunday 18th May. It is the Lys Saint Jacques and is also the appropriate colour for Pentecost. The flame of the Holy Spirit.

The complete set of walking maps for the Via Turonensis, from Tours to the Pyrenees, has been kindly put online: http://viaturonensis.free.fr/ There are also handy notes and details of pilgrim accommodation in places. It is also on this website that I saw the Lys Saint Jacques pictured here.

Finally, on this day of Pentecost, thanks to all who have held me in their prayers through the past months of discernment since I gave up my teaching job in Canterbury and placed my trust in the Lord. Particular thanks for your prayers to Sister Clare-Bernadette, Fr Vic Cruz, Fr Brooke Lunn, Dom Cyril, Fr Michael Woodgate, Canon Bunce, Fr Stephen, Fr Marcus, Br Philippe, Br Ignatius, Deacon Roy, Br Thomas Anthony SSF, Fr John Thakray, Alasdair, Jenny, Dave Foy, Dave Collins, Sheel. Thank you. For all who have shared words of wisdom, encouragement, and humour on this journey, particularly Alys, Jackie, Hazel, Sandra, Katie, Adam, Martin, Gwen, Dean, Alastair, Andie, Bev, Greebs, Liz, Jennie, Ellie, Gertie, Paul, Sandi, Bryn, Dennis, La Mouette, and any who I have - unforgivably - left out of this list.

After an important meeting yesterday, the final stage of vocational discernment, this pilgrimage to Santiago de Compostela is now a journey of thanksgiving and reflection as I prepare to start formation in the Catholic priesthood in September. Deo gratias.

Finally, a special thanks to Felicia, Marion, Barbara, Pat, John, and Ivar for practical help with the planning of the pilgrimage. Departure from Westminster Cathedral tomorrow at 11.15 am.

Friday, 9 May 2008

The hidden journey

As I walked from Worcester to London on the first stage of the walk to Santiago, I have once again been reading Walter Starkie's
The Road to Santiago(1957). He writes, "As we become older we become more and more obsessed by the longing to undertake a hidden journey which will remind us gently of the ultimate one, and evoke for us countless shadowy spirits... to haunt us when we plod along the road." It is certainly true that the experience of moving slowly along the lonely road is a hidden journey - particularly at this northerly point where few people have even heard of the Road to Santiago - and often I have found myself drawn to thinking of those further down the pilgrim trail. Somewhere else in England, somewhere in France, there will be others plodding along in solitude. Eventually we will meet up with others on the Way, the Chemin, the Camino; but for the moment we have to accept the solitary day followed by the solitary evening. But to be solitary is not the same as to be lonely: and the sense of walking with a pilgrim community arises from knowing there are others elsewhere who are also - for the moment - on a solitary stage of the journey.

Having just completed a walk across England I have been reminded of particular pilgrimage connections that connect with this green land. Starkie refers to Langland's poem Piers Plowman and the way that his soul craved for a pilgrimage that would be the passage from a lower to a higher stage of life. "The idea of a pilgrimage to Santiago from home, setting out from your own front door, implies such a life-changing intention, or at least a desire to set out into the unknown of a new phase of life." Whether in my case the next stage will be a 'higher' one remains to be seen, for one can always be diverted from the good intentions and the worthy desire to be meekly led into the life that your Maker has ready for you.

Finally, one thing I was struck by was the distances that Starkie talks about: "powerful foot sloggers in the twelfth century, doing thirty or forty miles a day through wild mountain country, liable to attacks at all times, and with the constant spectre of hunger to harrass them." Thirty or forty miles? 48-64 km per day? After twenty miles a day over the past eight days, I need my Saturday morning late breakfast and a complete rest. One thing that Walter Starkie doesn't mention is the weight of the pilgrim staff: the replica 15th century bourdon I have carried from Worcester weighs 1.75 kg. My right shoulder aches as much as my feet.

Completed distance for Stage 1

Using the AA website distance calculator (http://www.theaa.com/travelwatch/planner_main.jsp) and the river distances between bridges on the Thames (www.the-river-thames.co.uk/bridgeheights.htm) I have now calculated the rough distance walked from Worcester to London in the past eight days:

Worcester – Oxford (road)= 66.28
Oxford – Reading (river)= 37.75
Reading – Maidenhead (road)= 12.82
Maidenhead – Hampton Court (river)= 25.85
Hampton Court – Balham (road)= 11.58

Total = 154.28 miles

As the road distances between Worcester and Oxford were probably considerably shorter than the network of footpaths I followed, this figure can safely be increased by another ten miles, so it is approaching 170 miles.


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